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| 04:42pm 18/12/2006 |
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guh, i dont want to go BACK to school for fucking chorus.
meh.
soooo... hmm lets see. dan and i broke up. hes a dick and he realllyyyy makes me angry.
i havent gotten accepted into any colleges yet.
and i am tired.
xmas break soon- thank god.
my mom doesnt know how to shop.
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| 07:33pm 05/12/2006 |
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haiz.
allentown art museum today- shit was ballin.
some asian girl is talking to my bf. and i'm a jealous beeotch so. i dislike her. for no reason. and my self esteem is down like 50 points.
ugh.
now pat is telling me to play guitar again.
and i want to but it makes me so angry bc im not as good as i want to be.
it makes me sad.
why are doods mostly always beter at music than girls? thats not fair. but doods just have more natual talent.
i dont like being a girl.
for xmas im getting dan a book called "get stoned and read this book"
it looks pretty awesome.
maybe we can look at it together.
...or he can look at it with that asian chick.
HA lol
i'm a shitty girlfriend.
blahhhhhhhahfeh0chwe80ghf30h0vhvhcw8hvw0ht
i had the WORST dream last night.
all i'm sayin is: Mr Mitchell+the movies.
oh.my.god. it was so gross..
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| 10:48pm 05/11/2006 |
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supppp.
just watched grandmas boy- sooo funny.
uhm...
so i dont really know if dan reads this or not... hahaha that would kind of be bad if he did...
but...
idk. lol...
youre great? haha
nah..he is great. hes just a loner...
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| 04:38pm 02/11/2006 |
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mood:  aggravated
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i havent posted in here in a while...
well...
a WHOLE gaggle of shit is going down.
i'm getting...help...
yeah.
dan is a suckky, suckky boyfriend.
but i like him.
why?
don't ask. bc i do not know.
he's cuddley. haha.
i don't think he wants to be with me...
am i that annoying?
answer: yes.
i need a boyfriend who likes talking to me on the phone. and who wants to know what i'm doing. and who cares about me. =[
is that so hard to ask? stupid doods. they're are like.. 3 good ones in the whole world, probably.
fuckityfuck.
i need sleep, freal.
but first- homework.
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| 03:04am 22/10/2006 |
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oh dan. i like him so much. we have a lot, a lot, a lot of fun when we're together.
he just makes me upset when he doesnt talk to me... bc it makes me feel like he doesnt want me, ya know?
but tonight was a really good night with him...and joey-HA! yeah joe was there. it was fun as ballz, dood. me and joe are two peas in a pod hahahaha hes awesome.
i really like sparta and taller than lions and SOUNDteam.
joe bought taller than lion's CD and its soooo good.
and SOUNDteam reminded me of MisShapes hipster-rock type stuff that i like a lot. they were cute too haha. the guitarist totally looked like Brandon Flowers- or he reminded me of him atleast.
and Sparta tore it up. and it made me very very happy to see Dan enjoy his favorite band. hes a cutie.
he smoked like 54975209 ciggarettes tonight. i have to admit- i don't hate it haha. but he does need to quit =/ because its just so bad for him...
and btw- its not like kissing an ashtray- AT ALL.
i am so hungry.
work with Shawn and Dom tomorrow- YAY!
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| 06:16pm 19/10/2006 |
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now i'm just getting angry.
i send him a message telling him that i miss him throughout the week and that i wish he would talk to me. i post bulletins that say TALK TO ME. i post blogs that say TALK TO ME. i send him messages. i send him comments.
and still HE DOESNT TALK TO ME!
what the hell, man? how can he be so annoying and pretty much bad to me but i can still like him?
why wont he talk to me? does he not like me and he's too much of a pussy to tell me? is he using me?
what the hell? i've about had it, man. i don't know how much more of this stupid crap i can take.
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| 07:49pm 14/10/2006 |
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mood:  tired music: some kind of blues
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sooOoooOOooooooooOOooooooooooo.
i'm bored.
bc kymm isnt here and i have no friends =[ i'm so lame.
i worked today. ya know how that goes... i work with hippies. we played hackeysack and listened to Peal Jam. yep- thats what i did haha. and i made 95 dolla billz doin' it. slammin'
dan called me yesterday =]... just to talk. which was sooo nice.
tonight i believe we're hanging out...i hoppeeee. i miss him and it sucks. hes such a weird boyfriend. but i can't complain bc atleast he's MY weird boyfriend.
sparta next weekend. i dwlnd 2 of their songs. i really only like one =/ oh well haha. if it'll make the bf happy, why not haha.
its so frigin windy out, dood. i feel like my old ass house is going to collapse !
GAH laundry beeped- byeee.
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| 06:31pm 12/10/2006 |
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hi-eeee.
kymm is leaving me all weekend. so i'm going to be REALLY god damn bored.
tomorrow i think i'm going to a show with ash. fun? perhaps. but i'd rather go to another show... i'll talk to her about going...
i need to write a paper... but i just woke up from a nap so thats not happening right now haha.
i sent dan a message. that told him i missed him. which i never said to him before. i HATE how we never talk about "us"... or anything for that matter. we never fucking talk. and it makes me upset bc i really like him and the same damn thing is happening in this reltaionship like it has in every other relationship of mine. i don't know why but he just won't open up to me... he is kind of- slooowwwly. he just told me he smokes so whatever that is, i guess its good he told me. who the fuck knows... it just makes me so ahhh... i want him to call me during the week just to say hi and i miss you and how was your day what are you doing... ya know? i miss that... boys don't call anymore. =[ and he works SO MUCH lately. i only see him once a week- if i'm lucky. i feel like i'm dating some one long distance again- except dan doesn't call me. [huff]
i'm cold. and hungryyyy. and a bit lonely. i wish he was here. but hes not and he wont even call me until saturday, probably. if i'm lucky maybe he'll message me back. ughh.
i would break up with him. but we have such a good time when we're together. we have fun, we talk kind of... i don't wanna mess it uppppppp. BLEH!
leave me comments and give me something to do since i'll be mad bored.
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| 07:59pm 05/10/2006 |
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mood:  why doesnt dan talk to me?
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so i think dan smokes? ciggarettes i mean. =/
i don't care... its just that he didn't tell me. and i found a picture of him with a ciggy in his hand on his facebook. humph... maybe hes a social smoker. nothin wrong with that...
..he does chew gum a lot when he's around me...
wtfmate.
why doesnt he talk to me? about anything? guhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i havent talked to him ALL WEEK. he never calls me. and he never leaves me comments or anything. but its just how he is so i can't really complain. bc i like how he is. it just sucks that i don't talk to him unless we're hanging out or unless he calls me right before we hang out.
why cant more boys be like ... how i want them to be. haha.
its too late to turn back now, too. bc we're "in a relationship" (what that actually means to him, i do not know) and don't get me wrong. i really want to be his girlfriend but its like...if he cant talk to me about things...if he can't even tell me he smokes... wtf? ya know? maybe he's just an inclosed person... doesn't like to share things. ughhh.
well we're hanging out tomorrow. and maybe i'll confront him about it.
maybe.
i hate confrontation.
and that's why i'm a doormat.
AHHHHHHHHH. whatever... its not THAT big of a deal i guess... or is it.. i don't know anymore. fuckit.
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| 11:44pm 01/10/2006 |
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hey everyone!!! LOOK!!!!
thats mine and dans myspaceeeee.
BOOYA GRANDMA!
...hopefully you can see mine. kymm and i aren't sure because it's really dark on her compy.
but anyway- exciting no?
and IIIIIIIIII asked HIMMMMMMMMM.
sukkuuhhhhhhh.
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| 08:02pm 26/09/2006 |
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BLAHIMBORED.
but i found a fun picture.
but its taking 10000000000000years to upload on photobucket. grrr...
in the mean time look at this cute picture:
awww. sarah is my hero 1/2. i wish i was in LA tonight.
hahahaha.
oh snap!
its true.
HEY MATT SKIBA!
sup, SFS?
sup, emokid?
sexual.
awww...
goddammit. the piocture just wont upload.
fuckit.
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| 08:51pm 24/09/2006 |
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mood:  lethargic music: Modest Mouse
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GUHHHHHH. what a weekend.
it sucked, pretty much.
i did get some sweet bookage at heathers house yesterday... but, ya know. that was about it.
went to the mall on Friday with zee daniel and jackie and keeeemz. it was pretty boring... i got kind of upset bc dan was acting weird. but he's getting sick and he was tired...so...eh. who knows. i honestly think he was pissed at me bc i gave him my cold... ??? maybe not. bc it was his fault too. guh i don't know. i think to much. SHUT UP BRAIN!
next weekend has the opportunity of being great...but also of being crappy.
one word- HOMECOMING. ugh. i need to get my dress. i really really really really want dan to go... bc if he wasn't there and i went i would just miss him and wish he would be there and then my night would be kind of shitty... so... guh i don't know. i hope i can afford my dress and i hope they have my size...and i hope they still even have the dress out. AHHHHHKILLMENOW.
maybe we can chill wit duh beat before we go... 10th grade style hahaha.
school really sucks. and it gets me down. =[ i hate school. i want to graduate and be on my own!!!!!!! GRRRRR.
i need:
-haircut
-hair dye
-homecoming dress
-flats
-tights (maybe)
-a date would be nice... sup, alex? HA!
-mooshies
-a tattoo.
-your mom.
-dan to be my boyfriend.
so if anyone can hook me up with any of the above- holler.
if not, then get the hell out of my life.
HA! just kidding. olive jews.
www.myspace.com/drywater
i think that that is my friends bands myspace... dom and felicia and sean. they're shweet. and they're at a battle of the bands right now in philly... guhhh i hope they do well. bc if they win this then they go to another philly show...if they win that they go to GERMANY! and if they win THAT they get to stay in Germany for 2 weeks and record a CD. awesome? gyea. pretty mother fucking much.
i. am. jealous. =[
okay...i'm going.
comment meeee. no one ever does and it sucks!!
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| 12:17pm 18/09/2006 |
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okay.
so i just have to write right now that Dan is fucking awesome.
i would post a myspace blog..but...you know. he reads those.
he hooked all of us up on Saturday. frealz. it was a good time.
i like hanging out with him at 3 AM haha.
and now we're seeing Nightmare on Elm Street on Thursday.
i hope.
AND he wants to hang out today.
GUH. hes awesome.
i'm sick btw.
and WHYYYYY is it so hard to get on Facebook?! JUST LET ME ON DAMMIT. i have to get an invite from someone that goes to my school. fuckkkk.
iwantone lol
coffee tastes like ass.
so why am i drinking it?!
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| 07:27pm 05/09/2006 |
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hokay. so if you haven't heard the raconteurs song "Hands" go listen to it now. its on their myspace. and its really. really good.
and i have a new song on my myspace. its pretty radtastic [where did i hear that?? miss e?]
so today was the day we had to fill in the forms for our senior pictures/quotes/wills and all that fun seniory crap. i like my quote. you like?: "brothers sisters can't you see? the future's owned by you and me. there won't be fighting in the streets. they think they've got us beat-but revenge is gonna be so sweet." OH SNAP! its good, yeah? Thank you Pulp =]
MMMMM i smell chicken.
bbq chicken.
my fatty senses are tingling
hahaha...
i had a good labor day weekend. hung out with koooooooom. we went to philly to get our MCR tickets and we met the one, the only- JOSH T LANDOW! hahaha... that means nothing to no one.
anyway. so that was exciting. MCR TOMORROW! GAAHICANTWAIT. MTV2! MCR! TROC! TINY! AHHHHHH!
[ahem]...
so yeah.
then we hung out with zee Dan. who rocks. real hard. and we went to Amy's house bc her bday is...today! i think? oh dang. i gotta leave her a myspace comment haha! uhmmmmmm... anyway. so we went there, hung out with jen, her bf, some other dude who went to my school but i totally forget his name... eh whatever. they ate DOG TREATS. not even kidding, dude. SICK! but we smoked up and i had a really good time. i cant wait till dan can smoke. i feel bad doing it in front of him when he can't...yet. god damn lowes never calling him back.!!!! grr.
parents are out the first weekend in october.
its gonna be TIGHT!
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SUP.
last night kymm and i won 2 amaaaazing tickets to see MCR at the Troc on the 6th. so that means i'm seeing MCR twice in a week! its fucking awesome and we're going to have a grrreat fucking time man.
today we have to go pick up the tickets in philly. and then i'm hanging out with dan [hopefully]. i have work on Sunday but then we have off on Monday so that is awesomee.
i'm just happy right now.
really
happy.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
its cold! and i love it! i need new hoodies. bc pretty much ALL of the ones i have now are kymms haha. so i think i'll go and look for some now [online shopping is a beautiful thing].
lovelovelove
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sup playa.
school is making me really tired. and it was only the 2nd day. BOO ON SCHOOL.
this weekend i'm seeing MCR.
i'm watchng MCR on the VMAs.
i'm trying to get tickets to see MCR [again] at the Troc.
i swear i'm not obsessed!
haha...
yrock on wxpn is amazing and i think everyone and their mom should listen to it and download yrocks podcast bc its just awesome and i love it. i requested pulp =] make way for some common people, fools. awwyeah.
i reallllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hope i don't have work tomorrow.
ick.
they played el scorcho on yrock last night.
WOOO!! HE'S PLAYING PULP! yaaayyyyy you go mike at yrock on wxpn. i love you!!!!!
you go glen cocoa! hahaha
oh i'm in love. i wish i had a computer so i could just sit around listening to this all day.
has anyone ever heard the William Shatner version on Pulp's common people?? its fucking great. i actually heard that before i heard Pulps version hahaha.
oh my god i am so tired.
BAHHH
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